sick and tired of christians

Yep thats me. Sick and tired. Give me the world. You expect back biting and gossip and nasty people from the world. From christians you expect... well .. Love. Ha, Ha. Ya right. Jesus didn't get love. he got Nasty rotten so called relgious people too. They killed him and I bet, given the chance... a lot of so called christians would rain violence on us too.

Ok, so know I've vented. I don't feel better. i feel sad. depressed. I have to work with people who have no interity and sense of passion for the gospel, only their own agendas and missions for their own glory.

Dear God... you could handle this because, after all.. you were God. But me. I'm weak, little and nobody. How am I supposed to handle this.

Help me let go of this, have a good sleep and start over tomorrow.

today

Today I am determined to be healthier in my choices. I want to become healthy so I am not stuck taking medication daily. It is hard because I know that this means a lifestyle change.... and that is overwhelming. But I'm not going to think that big. I'm just going to think about achieving 2 things. 1 -  a smaller intake of food. 2 - a walk.
I'll let you know if I am successful at that.

july 24/11

I'm here... first day yet again!

here because of Tania and Hannah... Encouragement to keep going and growing! Thanks.

Still need to work this blogg out..probably will change some.

stay tuned